i don't wanna be here. i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here.i don't wanna be here. ... why am i still here?