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ROBIN BROKE CS AGAIN

robin broke cs again

HOLY SHIT I JUST FIGURED OUT HOW TO MAKE SHIT TRANSPARENT

im not crazy you’re crazy

I can’t tell if robin or ericka or zappy even care about me anymore. haha.

i don’t even know the point of ‘me’ anymore.

why does the universe guide my hand in such a way where i lose all my friends
this isn’t what i want
get me out of here
the voices grow louder day by day
i can’t keep ignoring them
it’s not fair
why do people’s lives seem so good
why can’t I have a decent life
why do I always have to be depressed and sad and anxious and suicidal
why is life so cruel
i spilled my guts
and all for what?
yes it is how it seems
i am full of animosity
haha
haHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OH WHAT A SHAME
IVE GONE INSANE!

wow who knew that the songs i listen to about depression, suicide, breakup, guilt, and etc are all stuff that has happened to me!

haha
im done trying to be funny at this point
im terrible at it
whats the point anymore
i dont know humor.

(ooc) I feel worthless. I want to make things better for people but I end up hurting others. I don’t know if I even want to live anymore..

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