Im about to go into my 3rd week of school. why did i think it was a good idea to go back to public school? WHY?! WITH HOME SCHOOL I WASNT AS STRESSED, BUT NOW I AM! IT WAS ONLY THE FIRST GOD DAMN WEEK WHEN I HAD ESSAYS AND PROJECTS I HAD TO GET DONE!
i stick out like a sore fucking thumb, almost, if not every single girl in this school is all the same, a girl who likes starbucks, wears dresses and make up, talks about boys all the fucking time, WHILE IM THE ONLY FUCKING ONE WHO ISNT AND EVERYONE LOOKS AT ME LIKE IM SOME SIN FROM HELL!
i just feel alone. so god damn alone.
IM ABOUT TO DROPKICK MY SISTER TO ALASKA-
SHE THINKS SHE CAN DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS CAUSE HE'S YOUNGER AND CUTE, SHE BOSSED ME AROUND WHEN IM TRYING TO DO SOMETHING,SHE CRIES WHEN I DONT DO SOMETHING SHE DOESNT EXACTLY WANTS AND IM FORCED TO DO EVERYTHING SHE WANTS. I ALREADY HAVE SO MUCH STRESS ON ME WITH SCHOOL, MY MENTAL HEALTH, AND OTHER SHIT IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO GET DONE BECAUSE OF THIS LITTLE GREMLIN!