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i got a fucking REFERRAL. MY MOM IS GONNA TAKE MY KINDLE. SHE'S GONNA TAKE THIS WEBSITE, YOUTUBE, GEOMETRY DASH, EVERYTHING ON THERE. I'LL BE LEFT WITH NOTHING. I GOT ANGRY BECAUSE OF MY ANGER ISSUES, SOMETHING SHE CAUSED, AND NOW SHE'S GONNA PUNISH ME FOR SOMETHING THAT SHE PROVOKED IN ME. IM GONNA CRY. IM GONNA SOB. I WANT TO KILL MYSELF. THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING HERE.

i have scissors here. but i dont want it to hurt. can i sh...?

there truly is no hope for me.

i dont know how i havent realized this earlier, but im just dead weight. during pe today, we were playing ultimate kickball, and when it was finally my time to kick, i forgot to RUN. I FORGOT TO DO THE MAIN FUCKING THING IN THE GAME. IM A FUCKING MORON. I DID NOTHING TO HELP MY TEAM, AND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE, I STARTED SOBBING. IM A FUCKING DISSAPOINTMENT. NOBODY LOVES ME, NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME. MY FRIENDS DONT LIKE ME BECAUSE IM A SHORT TEMPERED ASSHOLE AND I ALWAYS YELL AT THEM. IM A HORRIBLE FUCKING PERSON AND I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT. SOMEONE JUST KILL ME.

im down in the depths of art block and writers block. fuck it, COMIC BLOCK. i dont have the will to draw, or write, or make comics, or MOVE. i just want to sleep and take a break, but i know my brain needs constant stimulation, so im staying on this site. i wish i had the will to regroup my lost motivation. i want to do things. but i cant.

god, i havent made a comic since wednesday? im suck a fucking mess.

google passwords isnt being too cool. i tried changing my alt to the vent, but the confirm password thing isnt working.

now that this acc is a vent account, i might as well start with the fact that im rapidly losing sleep because of everything happening at once. school, home, everything. my eyebags are noticable.