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so uh...
daily update- i fucking hate myself

long story short, i wanted to get
something off of target delivery with the gift cards that have been rotting in my little coin compartment for years now.
they don't work.
i don't know why, it's just... impossible.
i felt the urge to just want to end it all (if y'know what i mean by that hehe) , and now i just feel like... why? my emotions just spiral from the most random things. i already had the thing i needed, i just wanted another pair of them. but it hurts so much when it doesn't work and it isn't my fault. it's something like this...

STEP 1: Get angry something miniscule doesn't work
STEP 2: Get angry at yourself for getting angry at the small thing
STEP 3: Get angry at yourself for teasing yourself over getting angry over something small
STEP 4: Go to your room and cry quietly until your emotions are placed in a nice little jar (or a bottle, if you will) and don't worry about them for the rest of the day

Like guys I think something is wrong with me. Why am I like this... it feels like everything in my life goes wrong at the most important moments. What a funny april fool.



















Wait, it isn't April?
Fuck.